Before I speak, I like total quietness, a moment to gather up my energy and thoughts. Mentally I prepare for battle as usually I experience allot of resistance coming at me from many directions especially the people that are closest to me. It is nothing against those people, it is what I come to realize that there is evil out there and it does not want to see me get a foothold into people’s lives. For that reason, I like to spend time alone, so that I can fully immerse myself in prayer and fellowship with Jesus.
I ask Jesus to help me articulate in a way that touches peoples hearts reflecting his love towards people that need to see and hear it. My only dream is to help people that are lost and suffering. This constantly requires me to focus on rising to a new level each and everyday, forcing me to stretch in ways that I sometimes don’t want to. Whenever I feel like that I do a gut check, and ask myself one question, “Do you want to go back to your old life, or step forward into a new life in total freedom?”
I begin to think about everyone in the world that wants that same dream, but instead living suppressed, defeated, lost, and suffering.
As much as I like challenges, this year has been one challenge after another as I continue to set new standards in my life. Sometimes I feel like I am walking alone, but I know we don’t ever walk alone. There always help to accomplish the task at hand, making our faith stronger, to lead us when we feel lost, and a hedge of protection. I hold on to the scripture (1 John 4:4) He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world.” This reminds me that I everything that I am and what I have accomplished is done through the power of the spirit in me. This is the foundation of which I am able to stand.
This very promise is offered to each and everyone one you. Every wrong done to you, every setback, every heart ache, every trial, all these things are not happening to you, they are happening for you.
Won’t you make the choice to begin a new chapter in your life. A chapter that filled with amazing sights, experiences, emotions and opportunity. I want to help you get there, that is my desire, and my passion for you to live the amazing life that God has given you.
Behind The Scene Preparations Before the Conference.